segunda-feira, 24 de janeiro de 2011

proverbs 24

So, I love Solomon. I was thinking, if I have the time to be blogging, I may start blogging my time through Ecclesiastes for the umpteenth time. I just love his air of confidence and it sometimes seems he's sarcastic, yet just as the Bible says, wise. I remember as a young Christian I didn't understand Ecclesiastes; it was way over my head. However, 11 years later, with a bit more life and a bit more wisdom, I have come to appreciate his real-ness and Ecclesiastes may be my fav. book in the Bible.

But today, I just read the Proverb of the day, number 24.

In verse 10, Solomon says, "If you fail under pressure, your strength is not very great."

Immediately my mind went back to high school basketball and my coach, Craig Ellingson. He was by far my best coach of any sport as he strived to develop us girls to be complete young ladies. He constantly put us under pressure situations and encouraged us to embrace adversity.

Pressure. It either makes you great, or it makes you fail. There are two ways to view pressure. You can view it as an opportunity to succeed or the likelihood of failing. For the great, pressure is embraced whereas for the mediocre, it is feared. Pressure causes the great to become calm, focused and better. It causes the mediocre to become hesitant, frantic and worse.

I can think of situations in my life where I've invited pressure and other times I've feared it. For example, the months leading up to my wedding. I was taking my heaviest load of classes at OSU, 18 credits, with 2 of my 6 classes being Physics classes. I was working 2 jobs and doing a practicum, so basically 3 jobs. And I was planning our wedding. If you have planned a wedding, you know that it is not just like planning a party - the details seem endless. I remember in the two weeks before my wedding, my literal minutes were planned, and I stuck with my agenda. The pressure made me better. In fact I got a B in one of my Physics and an A in the other!

This is contrary to my actual wedding day, when I was so nervous, fearful and frantic that I couldn't think straight. Somehow I thought I could do my own hair and that of my bridesmaids...not so much. Thanks to my friend Jane, my hair wasn't a disaster. It wasn't my most "on" day. I feared the pressure and I became hesitant and frantic. Thankfully I succeeding in saying my "I dos".

God has told me that in Jesus, I am more than a conqueror. He desires in me a trust in Him that eminates confidence in my present circumstance. I believe the wise are those who embrace pressure and upon its arrival become calm and focused and better.

I desire that in all areas of my life but succeed at maybe 10%. But may the Lord grow in each of us the wisdom and the strength to embrace pressure; for it to press us into the brilliant gem that he made us to be.

domingo, 23 de janeiro de 2011

entao pessoal...



Entao,

so p falar agora, nao configurei este computador p usar accentos, entao vai ficar sem.

ja faz um mes que a gente esta aqui nos EUA. Passou rapido mas parece um eternidade que saiimos do Brasil. Meu portugues ja sofreu bastante e nem fala do Zeph. Agora estamos realmente tentando conversar mais em Portugues, mas tem a questao dos meus pais. Nao queremos deixar eles no escuro sempre, entao fica um pouco complicado. Por isso ate, precisamos falar mais com vcs ai, nossos amigos e familia no Brasil.

Minha mae esta bem no geral. Ela normalmente comeca o dia tonta, sentindo mal e agindo de uma maneira carente...Dai puxo ela p fora da casa...Levamos Zeph p o parque ou vamos no mercado, qualquer coisa p sair de casa. 95% das vezes ela melhora como se fosse um milagre. Destrai ela bem. Entao normalmente das 8 e pouco da manha ate depois do almoco, eu fico com ela e as criancas. Depois eu tenho um pouco mais liberdade de fazer outras coisas, mas tem sido coisas como lavar roupa ou comecar fazer jantar...

As vezes que tive de fazer coisas p mim, fazer exercisio ou tomar cafe ou estudar a Palavra foram mto bem vindas!

Claudio esta trabalhando com um amigo em construcao as segundas, quartas e sextas, e nas tercas e quintas ele faz coisas p a empresa de acai. Fiquem orando, mas as coisas estao indo bem ate agora.

Dai, sabados e domingos a gente passa tempo com e como familia e fazendo outras coisas que n deu p fazer durante a semana.

Eu sei que nao falei historias bonitinhas das criancas, mas queria compartilhar um pouco do nosso dia-a-dia, e espero como tempo der para passar historias lembrantes do nosso tempo aqui.

Beijos e saudades de todo mundo!

com carinho,

Jess

quarta-feira, 12 de janeiro de 2011

2011...New, New Year.

hey, i put up some news on the website if y'all want to check it out...sorry, I am too busy to get anything up here right now.


blessings,
jess